Indecisive

Well, anyone who has read my blog knew that I was trying an experiment of posting a chapter a week of the story I was writing. I am a notorious procrastinator and found that the time I thought I would have to just sit and write was not as reliable as I had expected. :/

So, instead, I have decided to simply try to place some of my thoughts and feelings up here as a sort of journal("Diary" always sounded a little girly to me. lol) I got this inspiration from a person that is very important to me and also blogs in this fashion. I have got to give credit where it is due, which is something else I am working on. Thank you for your constant support and love, Saleana(my beautiful wife, for those of you that don't know that already)!

I often get stressed and find myself falling into a depressed state where I become distant and isolate myself from those who love me. I didn't realize growing into a man would be this difficult at times and I feel my journey is just beginning, which leaves me feeling overwhelmed and downtrodden. In these times, I am glad that heaven sent me an angel to keep me going and remind me that with God on our side and as long as we stick together no obstacle is too great.

Thank you to all my family and friends that have stuck by us and help us daily through our struggles. I promise, when we are rich someday you will all get a really nice card, from Hallmark even (lol jk). I thank the "Big Man Upstairs" and mostly you, Saleana, for sticking with me through it all. I love you sooo much.

Keep reading and I will post as often as possible.

Brandon